i know this is long, but bear with me. i'm pretty much wrapping up my entire year of clans into this message, so i apologize for the length.
so it's been one hell of a run, but i found out some things you guys have been saying behind my back so i figured this would be the best time to leave. i told you guys as soon as drama started, i'd be out...i know i sandbag and troll worldwides, but i guess i never really understood how much you hated it. i pretty much was humiliated by someone from another clan as he showed numerous conversations he had with one of you (i won't say any names) about me. what i dont understand is this - when jaws said something to flash, i made a picture just to let him know that if he fucks with flash, he's fuckin with me, and the rest of us. ...i would kinda like it if you guys had my back in the same way, but i guess i shouldn't have expected it. anyway, you know me...i'm pretty bored of this game so if your roster is full, definitely delete me first cause i'm done with the game. i won't be joining any other clans, so the best way to talk to me is through facebook.
i've been in clans for about a year now, and i have a couple of people i wanna thank (starting from who i met first): gooner, gumbie, darks, killa, benjy, haakon, flash, kyle, nathan (and now rekusa). you guys have all influenced me in one way or the other...whether it's small things like how i play the game, or major ways such as the way i talk.
i know you guys probably think i'm messing around, but think about this. i was in my accident about 2 weeks ago. ever since then, i havent been able to workout or attend my internship. i have therefore been on skype for 6+ hours every single day since then, and starting tomorrow, you wont see me on neither skype nor the chat. let that be enough proof that this isn't a prank.
like i was saying...i honestly had just as much fun talking to you guys at night on skype as i would if a real friend called me...you guys kept me busy, screwed me over in school, made me pass up partying, made me skip workouts, made my parents yell at me everynight for skyping until 5 a.m....and looking back, i wouldn't change a thing. it was all worth it, man
you guys are the best and i really do wish to keep in touch. if i ever said anything to bother any of you...i'm sorry. i know i cursed, i know i sandbagged you, i know i bullied some of you, i know i trash talked to you...but if after this long you don't know that i did that only cause i loved you guys, then i guess you never really knew me at all
good luck to everyone, and i wish you all the best of luck...i fuckin love you guys. i'll miss you
PS: killa, i know you've been telling me lately that i've changed. to be honest man, i view you and everyone else in the clan as my best friends now, so i had just gotten to a point where i felt completely comfortable. because of that, i feel like you may have misunderstood my humor and taken it into offense. i'm personally saying sorry to you, and to everyone else, if i went overboard. i'll take the blame. my last request is for everyone to just drop any grudges they may have against me...i truly am sorry.
I'll miss you dude, I'll message you on FB whenever we both are on.